when you finally accept that you have been giving all you had getting none in return you were breaking yourself in pieces hoping it would make them stay screaming inside for them to stay they only broke you more ' they shattered your broken self into even more pieces ALL you wanted was to be seen you begged them to pay attention you consistently asked them to stay but no one listened how could he listen he had already had gotten your replacement where he used to tell you what was making him happy where he used to call you for hours to tell you why he couldn't sleep he now calls HER When you begin to question why you are struggling why you are giving everything you start to give up you know you have tried you have broken yourself to the last piece sometimes you have embarrassed yourself just to make him happy You opened your legs to him But it didn't help he still left you and went into another room to open HER legs too yeah you could smell her perfume on his clothes the next day but you kept ignoring it because you still wanted to be important you believed that you could still go back again to the good old days You begin to question why he keeps hating you so much then you begin to accept that perhaps it's true that nothing lasts forever so inasmuch as you hate it , you begin to let go though you have to cry yourself to sleep everyday you feel betrayed and used but you know you have to pick yourself up you run to family to find solace when you get tired of crying about him you over-drink yourself to sleep and you try to write it you want to keep a record of it all because you still want to imagine a happy ending you still want to believe in a fairy tale ending This is the time you begin to accept To understand that everything has an ending And perhaps you were never meant to be together Though you feel sad that SHE was chosen instead of you, you begin to force yourself to accept it is what it is you begin to give up each day after the other you begin to erase all the feelings you have for him you begin to limp back back home to yourself you fought a good fight but you were never meant to win he was never meant to be yours you give up you let it , you let him, BE you give up, you don't look back